depending on how things go at the ppv , i maybe leaving the fed , i have had alot of fun here , and i dont want anyone to take it personally , iv just lost my will to do much of anything anymore not just on the site but in general , iv been here for a year in 2 weeks thats quite a long time and in a way im proud of that , as wierd as that sounds. as far as the people here who have been here since i have , if i leave hope we can still game some fun matches from time to time yall mother fuckers are funny. i havent made my mind up yet , it might be a break or it might be for good , as i said if i win the title this sunday ill see that through to the end but if i dont then theres a decent chance it could be last match . nothing to do with the title , by now i hope you all know i could careless if i win or lose , iv just been very very very depressed with my life for the last 4 months and im not sure if videogaming all day is helping idk we shall see just thought yall had a right to know